Werewolf fic

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So I've been looking everywhere for this story. All I remember is that there is a werewolf who feels guilty about being a wolf so he stayed in his form for a while. The other wolf is an old friend of his and I think the alpha, he is also in love with him. He takes him in and tries to get him to open up. I think i remember that the younger werewolf felt guilty because he killed of bit his brother/friend when he was turned. I think one of their names was alex. Sorry this is a bad summary. I think it was at adultfanfiction.net, but I am not sure. Thank you!